Pt. 2 Telepathic thoughts to my bundle of joy

Hey there! I keep calling you "son" because I strongly believe you're a boy. I went back to the hospital today and basically I have to go every 2 days to make sure you're developing properly. So far, so good. They keep poking me up with needles, one of my phobias.

I had an Uber driver today named Bernard. That was your grandpas name, he passed away about 10 years ago. I feel like ever since he told me in a dream that I was pregnant with you, he's been making it his duty to show me he's my guardian angel.

I'm so honored to be your mom, you're gonna hear me say that a lot. 

The other day I cried myself to sleep, and I prayed it didn't affect you. I felt like a burden, I was triggered. The next morning I decided to lock in and keep working on strengthening my self concept. I have so many people in my life who absolutely love and appreciate me, I'm a pretty awesome girl, and these are the things that I must remind myself when I feel down. Don't get me wrong, your mommy is extremely confident lol, but your growth has mommy's hormones going haywire! I need to put in extra work to keep my spirits up and my mind strong. Pregnancy is not for the weak.

I'm letting your sister sleep over her friend's house for the night because I've been doing nothing but heavy sleeping. I know she's bored with me lol. She's so exited about you. Today I told my siblings about you, they are thrilled too. 

Well I'm about to eat this personal pizza and watch a movie with my cat. You're going to love Parker, everyone loves my little fur baby.

I love you so much. 


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