Letter to Little bear 4

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Hello son! Some time has passed since the last time I wrote for you. We are 16 weeks today! I'm so proud of us. You're doing an amazing job growing and developing perfectly. My body is also doing a great job helping you, nourishing you and keeping you safe. I love you so much.

Highlighted events

I saw you at 12 weeks on your ultrasound, playing around with your hands. The cutest thing I've ever seen. Everything looked great. You're developing perfectly.

I took a trip to North Carolina to hangout with your dad. He got to hear your heartbeat through my fetal doppler, he was so amazed. He introduced himself to you via whispering to my tummy, lol.

During the same trip, daddy and I went to South Carolina and I got to meet some of your family. I met your grandpa, your grandma, your aunts and uncle (who is currently about 8 years old) a sweetie pie. I had a great time. I know you'll love them. They absolutely love you. 

I started feeling you move around 13 weeks, but I didn't want to get too excited, in case it was just gas bubbles lol. But now I know for sure it's you, just kicking away. I'm in awe. I stop everything I'm doing anytime I feel you moving. 

I don't know if I've said this on a previous post, but your name is Zen. Everyone is in love with your name. I literally feel like you told me what you wanted your name to be! I can't explain it.

I took the Sneak Peek gender test and found out you are a boy! I already knew lol I'm still going to let the doctors check through ultrasound, just for extra confirmation.

We're in the second trimester and I still haven't thrown up! I'm super impressed!

I'm getting a doula, so excited about that :)


So yesss babe, things have been super eventful. I'm receiving so much love and support right now. My heart is full of gratitude. You truly are my biggest blessing. I cry tears of joy so much when I think about the reality of what's happening. I'm growing life inside of me. Trying to hold back tears as I type this. It's just so unbelievable. The most beautiful miracle. The most sacred gift. I can't believe I've been chosen to do this again. My heart is so full. I can't wait to see you little bear. I love you sooo so much.

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