I'm growing life inside of me - (With update)

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There's a little nugget growing in my tummy. He has a strong heart beat, a strong presence, even a strong kick lol. After giving birth to my beautiful first born, 15 years ago, I never in a million years thought I'd be experiencing this again. Everyday I am in disbelief. Grateful beyond words.

I feel purposeful.

I can't believe I was chosen to take this journey one more time. To grow and birth and love and nurture a baby boy for the rest of my life. 


* A few months later *


He's here :')

Born 09/17/25 and weighing 9lb 7oz! Little bear is actually a big bear lol! He's 7 weeks old as I write this. He is the most adorable miniature human I've ever seen. I fall in love with him more each day.

 I wish I would've finished this blog the day I started it. I remember exactly how I felt, emotional, empowered, proud. This entire journey, from the time I took the pregnancy test to labor and deliver, has been absolutely phenomenal. Now he's here and a new, beautiful, chapter has begun. At 7 weeks postpartum, I feel amazing. I promised to never stop taking care of myself and I have been a woman of my word. I find myself staring at my son in disbelief. What a miracle. I am honored to be his mom. My daughter is thrilled to have a baby brother. He has brightened so many lives just by existing. 

I love you so much little bear.

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